Showing posts with label binge. Show all posts
Showing posts with label binge. Show all posts

Monday, May 6, 2013

A Fresh New Week


My last post was titled, “Pretending Monday Didn’t Happen.”  In reality, I’m just going to pretend all of last week didn’t happen.  I fell of the wagon last week, hard.  I ate like a piglet, drank A LOT of beer, didn’t track my food, and skipped far too many workouts.  I got into the mindset that if I didn’t track my food, it was like I wasn’t actually eating.  Not seeing those calories add up fueled my denial about all the awful stuff I was putting in my body.  I know it’s good to have “bad” food in moderation to keep yourself sane, but moderation was not a word in my vocabulary this past week. 

As I alluded to in my last post, what’s in the past is in the past.  I made bad decision the last few days, but there is not anything I can do about them now.  What’s done is done.  I can’t go back and make changes.  Now, I can only move on and work my booty off.    

Since I sucked at life this past week, I was not successful in any of my goals.  Here’s a reminder of what my goals were last week.

1.  Focus on strength training.
2.  Drink at least 8 glasses of water a day.
3.  Maintain a 1500 or less calorie diet.

Those goals are out the window now.  It’s a new week, and I’m starting fresh with new goals.  My goals from last week were great though, so I may revisit them in the future.  Without further ado, my new goals.
Eat slower.  

1.  Take time to savor my meals.

I enjoy cooking, and like to take the time to try new recipes and make nice meals.  I spend a lot of time prepping and making food each day that I in turn wolf down in a few minutes.  Often, it feels like a waste to use all that time making a meal that I eat so quickly.  I want to slow it down and enjoy the food I make. 

2.  Run at least 25 miles this week.

My half marathon is now only 3 weeks away.  I CANNOT AFFORD TO MISS ANOTHER RUN!!!!!!  By setting 25 as my mileage goal this week, it means I can’t skip a run without falling way behind. 

3.  Record EVERYTHING I eat this week.  EVERYTHING!

Honestly, I sometimes do not add food items to my MyFitnessPal account.  I act as if not adding them means I didn’t actually eat them.  That is not the case.  My body will reflect those cheats even if my calorie count does not.  By making myself track everything, I will be able to see what I can cut out of my diet, and focus on making healthy change.  Today already, I ate ice cream.  I wasted 300 calories on ice cream.  It was delicious, and I enjoyed every bit of it, but I could have had 3 bananas instead, or 4 apples, or about million stalks of celery for 300 calories.  I could have eaten so much more, and been much more satisfied, if I would have used those 300 calories on fruits and veggies. 

I'm excited to move on and begin this new week! I hope everyone else is off to a healthy start this week!

Operation Skinny Jeans

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Pretending Monday Didn't Happen


Workout:

5.19 Mile Run – 50:01

35 Minute Walk with Dogs – 1.89 miles

This post is titled as is because I am seriously pretending Monday didn’t happen.  Every time I think about yesterday, I feel guilty and disappointed.  I set some super awesome goals yesterday, and then proceeded to fail each one of them before I went to sleep last night.  Instead of staying at 1500 or less calories, I binged and eventually stopped tracking what I ate so I really have no idea how much I ate yesterday.  I’m guessing in the 2500-3000 range though.  I also only drank 6 glasses of water.  And, I skipped my workout, which means I didn’t do strength training.  All I had to do yesterday was stretch a lot and strength train, but I did neither. 

The only excuse I can come up with for my erratic behavior yesterday is that my period is here a week early…sorry if that’s TMI for some…  I’m on the Pill and have NEVER had an irregular period before.  Seriously, never.  Suddenly, I have it an entire week early even though I’m on birth control, the same birth control I have been on consistently since I was 18.  I’m assuming my cycle is just messed up because I’ve been working out harder than I ever have before.  If it’s goofy again next month, I’ll check in with my doc. 
  
Since Aunt Flow is here so are all her annoying side effects.  I’m crazy moody, just want to eat and eat and eat, and I’m exhausted.  After binging, being lazy, and not drinking enough water, I slept on the couch from 6:30-9:30, woke up to brush my teeth and take out my contacts, and was in bed for real by 10, and then didn’t wake up until 6:15.  I’m usually up at 5:15 so I slept in extra long this morning.  That’s right, I slept over 11 hours yesterday.

Today, I felt that same as yesterday, but I didn’t want to have another day of guilt and disappointment so I actively made today better.  I decided to quit worrying about messing up my goals for a day, and just start fresh, therefore, I’m pretending yesterday just didn’t happen.  Feeling sorry for myself isn’t going to get me anywhere. 

Any time I felt like binging today, I would drink a bunch of water, or find a task at work that would take a lot of focus or movement so I would take my mind off food.  I also wanted to skip my run tonight, but talked myself out of that silly idea, and instead had a fabulous run.  My right calve is super sore again so my pace was a little slower, but I got nice and sweaty and felt like I worked really hard. 

Now that I have had a day of kicking ass in the goal department, I know the rest of the week is going to be stellar!  Nick has his class tonight which means I still have the house to myself for another hour so I’m going to make up my stretching from yesterday, and watch some trashy tv.

I hope everyone else is rocking out and accomplishing their goals boss style!

Sunday, April 21, 2013

AdvoCare 10 Day Herbal Cleanse - Day 9


Workout:

5.65 mile run – 50:56

30 minutes Wii Just Dance

Dearest readers, I have failed.  I gave into temptation last night and had a few no-no items including, beer, cheese, ice cream, and pizza… I do feel disappointed in myself that I couldn’t finish out the cleanse perfectly, but I am still really proud of how well I did overall. I will be sharing the final results regarding weight loss, and my general thoughts about the cleanse tomorrow.  Today, Sunday, is the final day of the AdvoCare 10 Day Herbal Cleanse so I will be weighing in Monday morning. 

Nick and I had friends over last night, and they wanted to make homemade pizzas together.  I had planned on making a separate pizza for myself that had a spinach or cauliflower crust, but I ran out of time during the day and never got the ingredients.  Our friends, Sarah and Nathan, brought over all of the ingredients, and I really appreciated the fact that they did think of me and bought a premade whole wheat crust so I would have a healthier alternative.

I had sliced up a bunch of veggies before they came over, and made a Greek yogurt buffalo dip to accompany them.  I ate TONS of the veggies while the pizzas were cooking and we were chatting in an attempt to fill myself up so I wouldn’t eat too much pizza.  It actually worked quite nicely and I only ended up having one piece. 

Sarah also brought ice cream for dessert.  I wasn’t going to have any, but then the thought crossed my mind that as long as I have “bad” food in moderation, it won’t kill me.  Plus, I ran almost 6 miles earlier in the day, a little ice cream wasn’t really wasn’t going to ruin everything.  Everyone else had heaping bowls full, but I took my one half cup soup, and I was more than satisfied.

I also limited myself to only two beers.  I did a bunch of research before making my beer purchase to find a beer that had limited sugars, fat, and carbs.  Corona Light was the winner.  There are only 99 calories per bottle with 0g of sugar, 0g of fat, and 5g of carbs.  Squeeze in a little lime, and you have a delicious not-so-awful-for-you drink.   

Even though I ate a lot of not so great things, I ended up not going over my calorie range…my calories range with the extra calories I earned by running and dancing that is…

Breakfast
Shakshuka-homemade (This is a fabulous Tunisian egg and tomato dish, recipe here)
Mmm! My Shakshuka












2 Slices Plain Whole Wheat Toast
AdvoCare Fiber Drink

Calories: 447

*I didn’t have my usual AM snack because I was helping a friend pack up her apartment in the morning, and I forgot to bring something along.  Luckily I ate a big breakfast, but I was still famished by lunch time!

Lunch
4 oz Homemade Baked Buffalo Chicken Tenders
5 Strawberries
1 Banana
AdvoCare Pink Lemonade Spark

Calories: 299

Post-Run Snack
2 Celery Stalks
30 Unsalted Fat Free Mini Pretzels
1 TBS Jif Natural Creamy Peanut Butter
1 TBS Oceanspray Craisins

Calories: 336

Dinner:
*Measurements get a little out of whack here, so I am just listing what I ate and the estimated calories according to MyFitnessPal*

Celery, Carrots, and Cucumber with buffalo Greek yogurt dip
Tostidos Multigrain Scoops and Newman’s Own Roasted Garlic Salsa
Homemade Pizza with whole wheat crust
2 Cornoa Lights with Lime
½ C Edy’s Mint Brownie Ice Cream

Calories: 825 (Yikes!)

Total Calories: 1907…(My max for the day with my exercise though was 2245.  At least I stayed under that!)
      

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Easter Binge


Workout:

4.48 mile run – 41:55

45 minutes Wii Just Dance

Confession time.  My diet has been way off track, and I’ve been a lazy ass, and today was my first workout since Friday.  Easter weekend, which started off so great with my 7.5 mile run, derailed quickly.  I continuously binge ate, and could not find any motivation to workout. I would like to blame it on the fact that it’s the week before my period, the WORST week of the month for me, but that’s just making an excuse. 

Since my diet and workout schedule were thrown out the window over the weekend, I carried that attitude into the week.  I figured, “hey, I already messed the beginning of this week up, there is no sense in trying to repair it.”  That is a load of bullshit though.  I was making poor choices, and I should have had more strength to get back into my healthy habits. 

It has taken a few days, but now I’m back into the swing of being healthy.  Not surprising, I gained weight since my last weigh in due to my binging and inactivity.  I weighed myself this morning, and I’m up to 170…yuck.  I have decided to start weighing myself on Wednesdays rather than Mondays.  I tend to be a little more lax on my diet over the weekend, and I like to have a few beers while I’m at it, so I feel that Monday morning weigh ins are always going to be disappointing.
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